Tomorrow is our appointment with cardiology.

In the morning we are going to find out if Blake has a normal heart or if there is something wrong. Now that it is here I am very anxious. I feel that God put a doctor from TCH in our path for a reason; I just don't know what it is.

I have never been more scared in my entire life--and it is the kind of fear no parent should ever have to feel. I am scared for my little boy.